Silent Sanctuary

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Sunday, November 21, 2004

Great..my uncle just swayed my determination.
He asked me not to hand in my resignation that early,at least hold it after the AWS.He is right in a way,what if they decide not to gimme my AWS afterall?
Is that possible?
Maybe I will email Ms Diana Tan to ask.

I wanted to blog about yesterday but now my entire thoughts are about leaving this company and getting a new life after that!
Can feel the fire burning inside me.Wanting to break free and all!

Yng..can you imagine?
See..if I am let off next year..we could do the things we want!
Like planning for enrolling to NIE...like maybe gg for a holiday together...like doing alot of other gurlie stuff together..like..gg to clubs secretly.??^^ and so much more.

and Jason..can you imagine..
that I would no longer feel sad upon parting every Saturday night?That I can really enjoy myself and feel so light and happy when we are out together?That you will never hear anything that is associated to Scott Adam's comics?That you wont hear me asking.."how??~~" and seeing me looking sad?

All these..makes me wanna quit RIGHT now that I dont care about what AWS and so!
I just wanna be HAPPY and live happy!
To me..that is so much more impt than having that miserable F-up hard earn money..all at the expense of my own happiness!

Money never plays a big part in my life!Yes..i do wish to satisfy my materialistic aspect of life sometimes.I love shopping for new clothes,bags and shoes.Coz this is every girl's ..erm...inbulit in most girls' character.
But..I can live without all these!I CANT live without being happy with myself and my own life.

All these are so wonderful...a life that is finally coming...in my way...
It is just the matter of time that I execute the route.
Depends on how D.B treats me...Depends on how much longer i can hold..Depends on how much strength I have left...and depends on you giving me how much support to hold on.



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